Hot Weirdness - What More Are You Asking For?

Apparently, I'm "extremely weird," but "hot." Or "hot," but "extremely weird." One of those two.

[sarcasm] I wasn't aware that I'm eccentric. It's quite the shocker. [/sarcasm]

These comments came from a student at my college. I've barely spoken to him. I think we've talked five times, maximum, and only briefly. He doesn't know me, really, but seems quite fixated on me. After all, if you didn't give someone much thought, you couldn't come to a verdict about that person, could you? It's slightly creepy, to think that someone can draw such conclusions about a girl who is, virtually, a stranger.

He told this to my friend, by the way, and she (predictably) told me. Smart move, eh?

Now, I don't mind what people say. I'm very used to people saying Not Very Nice Things to me, because I'm That Weird Girl. But there are several things that annoy me about this.

1. The fact that he thought about me enough to draw conclusions, in spite of the fact that he doesn't know me.

2. He told this to my friend. I marvel at the stupidity.

3. He isn't precisely a Perfect Example of How a Normal Person Ought to Be, assuming that even exists. I don't think it does. Normal is an entirely subjective ideal, and, given that, no one is "normal." But that's another rant for another day.

4. He said "weird" like it's a bad thing.

5. A new one, as of this moment. He just approached and said, "It'd be nice to actually get to know you next semester." I smiled, politely, and tried not to burst out laughing from the irony. So, I said, "Likewise," barely resisting the temptation to make a comment like, "Lovely! I hope you can take the weirdness."

Also, I know I haven't updated in a while. I promise that I'll try updating more often.

A Fancy New Video!

Sopor Aeternus & the Ensemble of Shadows recently released a new music video, to a brand new song. This has to be one of my favourite songs by Anna-Varney, and the music video is FANTASTIC.

Observe!

Antique Perusing (and Purchasing)

Today, I went to the Swoyersville Collectors' Market. There some very interesting things, such as an adorable head mount of a "jackalope," an old glass-front medicine cabinet, pocketwatches, steamer trunks, and an old gas mask.

They also had some Victorian items. More specifically, Victorian mourning items. (I'll bet you can see where this is going.)

There was a mourning bodice, circa 1890, various sorts of jewelry, including hair jewelry. Watch fobs, a bracelet, brooches, and pendants - all Victorian, all mourning, all incorporating hair - were laid out in the display case, just begging for someone (like me) to buy them.

One particular, familiar piece caught my eye, just as it had a few months prior. The seller said that it was one of his favourite pieces. It was a golden locket, slightly larger than a quarter, covered in ornate etchings of vines and swirls. In the center, there was black enamel, with a golden, upside-down torch and a banner that said, "In Memory Of," etched into it. Inside, dark brown hair was woven in a manner akin to a basket-weave.

I can describe it vividly because I am, in fact, wearing it now.

It was priced for $98, which is fair, but I managed to get the price down to $70 just by being. . . erm. . . charming, prattling on about Victorian mourning, and then asking, innocently, "What's your best price on this?"

I did a little research before buying it, as I had my eye on it for quite some time. I found that it can't be earlier than 1850, but can't be later than the 1890's. Even the 1890's are a little late for it, as photography often took the place of hairwork during the later years of the Victorian era, which is a shame.

I think it's even more of a shame that this sort of art is, in this day and age, practiced by so very few. If anyone makes hair items, I'd love to see the pictures of your art!

The Unextraordinary Gentlemen

I love this band. I really do. They have a fantastic sound. Click and enjoy.

For more videos I enjoy, please visit my YouTube channel, so I can stop posting the majority of them here.

A Shameless Promotion




Beauchene (or "exploded") skulls, made by Ryan Matthew.
(From left to right) The first two are human, the third is a baboon, and the fourth is a cat.

  Recently, Ryan Matthew, of Science Channel's (and, formerly, Discovery Channel's) Oddities, lauched his own website, Ryan Matthew Oddities. It's definitely worth a look. He's posted pictures of his collection - including his "exploded" skulls, which are like anatomical works of art.

He'll soon have a shop set up on the website, in which you can buy osteological specimens, jewelry, and whatever else he decides to put up for sale. Ryan is very passionate about what he does, and quite professional. So, basically, were you interested in buying a skull or another sort of osteological specimen, I would (strongly) suggest buying it from him.

Victorian Hair Art

This is a clip from the second season of Science Channel's Oddities, and it concerns something I love: Victorian mourning.

Also, if you read my last post, you'd notice that the name "Victoriana Lady" sounds extremely familiar. Yes, that's the person I'm modeling for, and whose collection I'm incredibly envious of.

There are plenty of aspects to Victorian mourning - the superstitions, the clothing, the rules of etiquette (such as how long people are expected to mourn), post-mortem photos (which I am incredibly interested in) -, and I'm fascinated with all of them, but what I will talk about today is hair art.

Now, you've probably learned quite a bit about it from the video, but I'm going to talk about it anyway.

It was a common practice to take the hair of a deceased loved one and to keep it, incorporating it into sculptures, pictures, and jewelry. I've seen lockets with woven hair inside, watch fobs made from braided hair, bracelets, brooches, and the like.

A brooch made from human hair.

Hair isn't necessarily the easiest medium to work with. Braiding it and weaving it as intricately and precise as the Victorians did is a painstaking project, a labor of love requiring skill and perseverance. Sculptures like the one in the video must have been extraordinarily difficult to make, but are, in my opinion, well worth the effort. Hair never decays; the art will never perish, and the people it was made from are effectively immortalized through it.

A Victorian hair sculpture.

A brooch incorporating human hair, which is fashioned into the shape of a feather.

Steampunk Photoshoot News and a Video

A few months ago, I contacted Victoriana Lady, Lisa Lewis, in response to a Facebook post about needing steampunk models for a book she's writing. Today, I found out that the photoshoot will be in August and/or September, at Steamtown (which is in Scranton, PA). I'm extremely nervous excited. I'm also a little relieved; I'll be able to snag a few new pieces before the shoot.

I'm not necessarily sure how modeling will affect me. It might not affect me at all (which is what I think will happen), or it might attract some attention to me. Said attention may not necessarily be the good sort. And it will be a little weird, even terrifying, to see myself printed in a book that other people will be looking at and purchasing. My worst fear is that someone will look at me and say, "How the heck did she get in here? She's ugly!"

I need to ignore those thoughts, though, and not let my physical insecurities keep me from doing what I want to do. I need to be positive! Or, at least, attempt it.

Also, I love this music video. Some people laugh or raise an eyebrow when I show it to them. I can kind of understand why; Anna-Varney isn't for everyone, but her music is beautiful, and that isn't something to laugh at.